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Post by Eliza Blakenship on Sept 21, 2008 18:23:34 GMT -5
Eliza gave a sly smile and blushed a little more. "I think your a good person. Why? How do you feel about me?" she asked quietly. She didn't want to make everything go awry. She just wanted everything to stay just the way it was.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Sept 21, 2008 18:28:37 GMT -5
Remus grinned, ""I think you are a beautiful, kind young lady, whom, of which, has the most beautiful smile I have ever seen." His voice was gentle as he smiled.
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Post by Eliza Blakenship on Sept 21, 2008 18:30:59 GMT -5
Eliza smiled and it made her blush. "Even if I am a Slytherin?" She asked him softly. He was really kind and his eyes were just the best eyes you could ever possibly find. They were so... hypnotizing.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Sept 21, 2008 18:46:15 GMT -5
"Even though you are a Slytherin," he repeated and assured. He placed a hand on her shoulder. Remus's grey eyes connected with her emerald ones.
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Post by Eliza Blakenship on Sept 21, 2008 18:50:46 GMT -5
Eliza wanted to look down, but she couldn't. "And I think you're really awesome for a Gryffindor." She told him her pale cheeks becoming more pink for the seventeenth time sice she'd met the guy.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Sept 21, 2008 19:05:01 GMT -5
"I'm glad I met you, Miss Blakenship." Remus placed a peck upon her forehead. "However, you are far to amazing and far too sweet for someone like me." It hurt Remus to say but Eliza should be with a werewolf. It was too dangerous. It would be safer for her heart in the long run.
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Post by Eliza Blakenship on Sept 21, 2008 19:11:45 GMT -5
Eliza closed her eyes when he pressed his lips to her forhead. She frowned when he pulled back. His words echoed in her head. "Is this what you wanted all along?" She asked him. "Did you want to string me along and then squish my heart into little pieces?" She asked him with tears begining to form in her eyes. She walked over to her stuff and picked it up. "You know I just don't feel like sitting in muggle studies today." She told him, her voice cracking a little as she walked out the door.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Sept 21, 2008 19:22:53 GMT -5
Remus was paining himself and her. "Please, don't say that....." He placed a hand on her cheek, trying to wipe away her tears. "My dear, there is a valid reason why. I'm much more dangerous that you know, please. Don't do this. We can still be friends, Elizabeth..."
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Post by Eliza Blakenship on Sept 21, 2008 19:30:43 GMT -5
Eliza looked at him through tear stained eyes as he tried to wipe away her tears. She shook her head. "Do you know how hard it's going to be to see you and not be able to do this?" She asked pressing her lips to his cheek in the gentlest of gestures, lingering there for a moment, before pulling back and brushing the loose strands of hair from his eyes.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Sept 21, 2008 20:14:55 GMT -5
Remus shivered as Elizabeth's lips connected with the flesh on his cheek. Then, this sweet Slytherin girl, with her delicate fingers, stoked his hair from in front of his eyes. "My dear, I'm sorry for doing this to you." He took her into his arms like he truly wanted to do. "My dear, I'm sorry...I promise you'll be safer without me..."
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Post by Eliza Blakenship on Sept 21, 2008 20:21:58 GMT -5
Eliza let him hold her. "How do you know i'll be safer? What if I won't? What if I could be dead just for associating with you right now? and not just from my fellow house mates. What if i'm not as sweet as you think I am? What if I don't want to be this person that I am?" She whispered asking all the questions running through her mind. She knew someone was searching through her thoughts and she tried to block them, but she was in too much pain to. She was helpless. Her arm burned. The mark something she wished they would had never given her. She didn't ask for it. They just gave it to her against her own will. She had tried to take it off many times. She tried not to show her pain to Remus, because she didn't want him to let her go. Not now, not because of something she that was out of her control. "What if I were to say you're in more danger than I am." she asked him her voice shaky. She knew it was the dark lord searching through her thoughts. She held tighter to him. She didn't want him to see the pain in her eyes. She knew she would be punished horribly for associating with someone from the light side, and a Gryffindor none the less, but at the moment she didn't care.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Sept 21, 2008 20:40:12 GMT -5
Remus did it. He gathered all of the courage in him before he could to it, but he did it. remsu pulled his head down to her, placing his firm yet soft lips against hers. His mind went clouded as several emotions affected him. "I have a horrible secret. I'm afraid that if I tell you, you won't feel the same way about me."
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Post by Eliza Blakenship on Sept 21, 2008 20:43:27 GMT -5
Eliza seemed to soften beneath his touch as he pressed his lips to her. "What if I were to say your not the only one with a horrible secret?" She asked him, her voice cracking a little toward the end from the burning sensation that was again flowing through her body calling her to you-know-who. She ignored it. She wouldn't be able to for long, but she was going to put it off best she could.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Sept 21, 2008 20:49:17 GMT -5
Remus stroked her hair, embracing her once again. "I'm a werewolf." He waited for a blow or a punch in the face. Anything would be better than the suspense of being unsure. "Please, you can hate me. You can beat me, but please, don't tell the school..."
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Post by Eliza Blakenship on Sept 21, 2008 20:56:17 GMT -5
Eliza just laughed. "You had me thinking you were actually gay or something." she told him. "I'm not going to be scared of you. Believe me you don't seem like one of those werewolves who will attack me unless your completely out of control or something. Now lets see after that I guess I get to tell you my secret right?" She bit her lip. "I'll understand if you never want to see me again, because you don't want to be shunned or something, just please understand. I never wanted this." She told him, pulling away a bit. She rolled up the sleeve of her robe and revealed the Dark Mark, which was blacker than usual. The Fire was still burning in her veins but she wasn't going to go to him. She would make up an excuse later. She but her lip again and looked up at him. waiting for him to tell her he didn't want to be with her. "I'm a death eater... I never wanted to be though. It was forced upon me. I hate it. I wish I could just make it go away, but it won't. I can't get it to go away. i'm sorry. It won't hurt me if you leave me right now and never look at me again." she told him looking down at the floor and pulling her sleeve back down over her arm.
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